阿拉比 Araby(第1页)
阿拉比Araby
詹姆斯·乔伊斯JamesJoyce
詹姆斯·乔伊斯(1882—1941),20世纪世界最重要的作家之一,现实主义和象征主义相结合是他文学成就的最大特征。他是一位注重心理分析的小说家,其作品大量运用了意识流的手法。他在语言应用与文体风格上的创新对20世纪的文学有极其深刻的影响,被公认为西方现代文学大师,一位具有真正创造性的天才。其代表作有《都柏林人》《尤利西斯》等,本篇是《都柏林人》中的第三篇短篇小说。
NorthRidStreet,beingblind,wasaquietstreetexceptatthehourwheianBrothers'Schoolsettheboysfree。Anuninhabitedhouseoftwostoreysstoodatthebliaitsneighboursinasquaregrouherhousesofthestreet,sciousofdetliveswithinthem,gazedatohbrowurbablefaces。
&enantofourhouse,apriest,haddiedinthebag-room。Air,mustyfromhavingbeenlongenclosed,hunginalltherooms,aeroombehiwaslitteredwitholduselesspapers。AmongtheseIfoundafeer-coveredbooks,thepagesofwhichwereddamp:TheAbbot,byWalterScott,TheDevoutunidTheMemoirsofVidocq。Ilikedthelastbestbecauseitsleaveswereyellow。Thewildgardehehouseedatralapple-treearagglingbushes,underoneofwhidthelatetenant'srustybicycle-pump。Hehadbeeablepriest;inhiswillhehadleftallhismoitutioureofhishousetohissister。
&heshortdaysofwintercameduskfellbeforewehadwelleatenourdiihehouseshadgrowhespaceofskyaboveuswasthecolourvioletandtowardsitthelampsofthestreetliftedtheirfeeblelahecusailllowed。Ourshoutsethesilehecareerofourplaybroughtusthroughthedarkmuddylahehouseswherewerahtribesfromthecottages,tothebackdoorsofthedarkdrippinggardenswhereodorsarosefromtheashpits,tothedarkodorousstableswhereaoothedahehorseorshookmusithebuess。Whehtfromthekitdowshadfilledtheareas。Ifmyunclewasseenturningtheer,wehidintheshadowuntilwehadseenhimsafelyhan'ssistercameoutoeptocallherbrotherintohistea,wewatchedherfromourshadowpeerupanddow。Wewaitedtoseewhethershewouldremainoinand,ifsheremaiourshadotoMangan'sstepsresigingfuredefifromthehalf-openeddoor。Herbrotheralwaysteasedherbeforeheobeyed,andIstoodbytherailingslookingather。Herdressswungasshemovedherbody,aropeofherhairtossedfromsidetoside。
EverymIlayontheflooriparlherdoor。TheblindulleddowntowithinaninchofthesashsothatIotbeseen。Whehedoorstepmyheartleaped。Irantothehall,seizedmybooksandfollowedher。Ikeptherbrownfigurealwaysinmyeyeand,whehepointatwhichourwaysdiverged,Iquiedmypadpassedher。Thishappenedmafterm。Ihadneverspokeforafewcasualwords,ahernamewaslikeasummonstoallmyfoolishblood。
HerimageaeevehemosthostiletoromaurdayeveweingIhadtogotoeoftheparcels。Wewalkedthroughtheflariledbydrunkenmenandbargaihecursesoflabourers,theshrilllitaniesofshop-boyswhostoodonguardbythebarrelsofpigs'cheeks,thenasalgers,whosangae-all-youaboutO'DonovanRossa,oraballadaboutthetroublesinourhesenoisesvergediionoflifeforme:IimagiIboremychalicesafelythroffoes。HeromylipsatmomentsinstrangeprayersandpraiseswhichImyselfdidand。Myeyeswereoftenfulloftears(Iottellwhy)andattimesafloodfrommyheartseemedtopouritselfoutintomybosom。Ithoughtlittleofthefuture。IdidnotkherIwouldeverspeaktoherornotor,ifIspoketoher,howIcouldtellherofmyfusedadoration。Butmybodyandherwestureswerelikefingersrunninguponthewires。
Oneevehebag-roominwhichthepriesthaddied。Itwasadarkrainyeveningandtherewasnosouhroughohebrokenpaheraiheearth,thefierplayinginthesoddenbeds。Somedistantlamphtedwindowgleamedbelowme。IwasthankfulthatIcouldseesolittle。AllmyseodesiretoveilthemselvesaIwasabouttoslipfromthem,Ipressedthepalmsofmyhailtheytrembled,murmuring:'Olove!Olove!'manytimes。
Atlastshespoketome。WhensheaddressedthefirstwordstomeIwassofusedthatIdidnotknowwhattoanswer。SheaskedmewasIgoingtoAraby。IfotwhetherIansweredyesorno。Itlendidbazaar;shesaidshewouldlovetogo。
"Andwhy'tyou?"Iasked。
Whileshespokesheturnedasilverbradandrou。Sheotgo,shesaid,becausetherewouldbearetreatthatweeki。HerbrotherandtwootherbhtingfortheirdIwasaloherailings。Sheheldohespikes,bowiowardsme。Thelightfromthelampoppositehtthewhitecurveofherupherhairthatrestedthereand,falling,litupthehandup。Itfelloveronesideofherdressandcaughtthewhiteborderofapetticoat,justvisibleasshestoodatease。
"It'swellforyou,"shesaid。
"IfIgo,"Isaid,"Iwillbringyousomething。"
Whatinnumerablefollieslaidwastemyingthoughtsafterthatevening!Iwishedtoaedidays。Ichafedagainsttheworkofschool。AtnightinmybedroomandbydayintheagecamebetageIstrovetoread。ThesyllablesofthewordArabywereethroughthesilenwhichmysoulluxuriatedandEastermentoverme。Iaskedforleavetogotothebazaarht。Myauntrised,awasnotsomeFreemasonaffair。Iaionsinclass。Iwatchedmymaster'sfacepassfromamiabilitytosternness;hehopedIwasoidle。Iywahoughtstogether。Ihadhardlyahtheseriousworkoflifewhiowthatitstoodbetweenmeandmydesire,seemedtomechild'splay,uglymonotonouschild'splay。
OnSaturdaymIremindedmyuIwishedtogotothebazaarintheevening。Hewasfussiand,looki-brush,aly:
"Yes,boy,Iknow。"
&hehallIotgoiparlourahewihehouseinbadhumourandwalkedslowlytowardstheschool。Theairitilesslyrawandalreadymyheartmisgaveme。
Wheodinnermyuyetbeeillitwasearly。Isatstaringattheetimeaigbegantoirritateme,Ilefttheroom。Imouairdgaiheupperpartofthehouse。Thehigh,pty,gloomyroomsliberatedmeafromring。Fromthefrontmypanionsplayihestreet。Theircriesreachedmeweakenedandindistind,leaningmyfainstthecoolglass,Ilookedoveratthedarkhousewhereshelived。Imayhavestoodtherefnothingbutthebrown-cladfigurecastbymyimagination,toucheddiscreetlybythelamplightattheeck,atthehandupsandattheborderbelowthedress。
WheairsagainIfouingatthefire。Shewasanold,garrulousawnbroker'shocollectedusedstampsforsomepiouspurpose。Ihadtossipoftheteatable。Themealrolongedbeyondanhourandstillmyurs。Mercerstooduptogo:shewassorryshe'twaitawasaftereighto'dshedidobeoutlate,asthenightairwasbadforher。Whenshehadgooanddowntheroom,gmyfists。Myauntsaid:
"I'mafraidyoumayputoffyourbazaarfhtofOurLord。"
Atnineo'clockIheardmyuncle'slatthehalldoor。Iheardhimtalkingtohimselfahehallstandroithadreceivedtheweightofhisovercoat。Iterpretthesesigns。aythroughhisdinogivemethemoothebazaar。Hehadfotten。
"Thepeopleareiertheirfirstsleepnow,"hesaid。
Ididsaidtetically:
"'tyougivehimthemohimgo?You'vekepthimlateenoughasitis。"
Myunclesaidhewasverysorryhehadfotten。Hesaidhebelievedintheoldsaying:"AlllaymakesJackadullboy。"HeaskedmewhereIwasgoingaoldhimasee,heaskedmedidIknowTheArab'sFarewelltohisSteed。Whehekithewasabouttorecitetheopehepieyaunt。
IheldaflhtlyinmyhandasIstrodedownBughamStreettowardsthestatioofthestreetsthrohbuyersandglaringwithgasreethepurposeofmyjourookmyseatinathird-classcarriageofadesertedtraiolerabledelaythetraiofthestationslowly。ItongruinoushousesawinkliWestlandRowStationacrowdofpeoplepressedtedoors;buttheportersmovedthembagthatiteforthebazaar。Iremaihebarecarriage。Iesthetraindrewupbesideanimprovisedwoodenplatform。Ipassedoutontotheroadandsawbythelighteddialofaclockthatitwasteen。Infrontofmewasalargebuildingwhichdisplayedthemagiame。
Iotfindarand,fearingthatthebazaarwouldbeclosed,Ipassedinquicklythroughaturnstile,handingashillingtman。Ifoundmyselfinabighallgirdledathalfitsheightbyagallery。Nearlyallthestallsweredthegreaterpartofthehallwasindarkness。Ireizedasilewhichpervadesachurchafteraservice。Iwalkedihebazaartimidly。Afewpeatheredaboutthestallswhichwerestillopeaihewordstaeninps,twomeingmoneyoehefallofthes。
RememberingwithdifficultywhyIhade,Iweooallsandexaminedporvasesas。AtthedoorofthestallayoungladywastalkingandlaughingwithtwoyoulemeheirEnglishadlisteheirversation。
"O,Ineversaidsug!"
"O,butyoudid!"
"O,butIdidn't!"
"Didn'tshesaythat?"
"Yes。Iheardher。"
"O,there'sa。。。fib!"