第28章 我爱你我的好妹妹 1（第1页）

第28章我爱你，我的好妹妹（1）

ILoveYou，MyTwinSister

佚名Anonymous

Iamahealthytwenty-three-year-oldgirl，bornwithnormalvision，nandwinsister，Dawn，wasnotbornsolucky。Mymotherwasveryyoungwhenshehadgivenbirthtomysisterandme。Becausewewerebornsoearlywewereplacubatorsuhreeweeksold。

&heincubator，thedoioomutomysister。Shewaslaterdiaghcerebralpalsy，anervousdisorderwhichcausesamalfunthesensorymotorskillsandalse。Shehadundergoneseveralunsuccessfulsurgeriesthtletelygoeyeandoableieye。

Alongwithaslowdevelopingbrain，andlegalbliwasalsodetermishewaslegallydeafiear。Shehadtowearbraherlegsaowalkwithcrutches。Shestuckoutlikeasorethumbectedtoallthesetraptions，oftengpeopletostareandpoint。

WhilegrowingupatwimyidentitywasnotmyowbeDoDAWN’STWINSISTER。Welivedinasmallneighborhoodwheremysisterwastheo”child。Wewerebothtlypi，andweneverhadanyfriendsbeysister’s。Ibegantoloathemysister，ahingandanythiotroubletogetbackatherbeiallyretardedandphysicallydisabled。

&likeshewasatthorninmyside。Iwasembarrassedtobeseenwithher，soImadefualongwiththeother。Whewelvemymotherwassodisgustedwithmybehaviortowardsmysister，shefiguredIwasoldenoughtokhatIshouldlovemysisterforwhosheis，forthatisthewayGodcreatedher。

Mymotherthrewmeinmybedroomahickyellowbookwhielikeaphotoalbum。WhatIsawinthatbookgedmylifeandmyattitudeaboutthewaythatIviewedmysisterandotherhandicappedpeoplelikeher。

TherewerenumerousbabypiysisterandIdressedalike，theonlydifferenwashookeduptotubesandneedlesandmaes。Shehadherhandsaapedsothatshewouldnotisethepathereyefrery。Shelookedlikeamummy。Ilookedsmallandpeaceful。

Therewerealsoseveralpicturesofthetwoofusialuhreeyearsold。On，Darappedupinaglorifiedmummyoutfit，withtubesaachedtohereverywhere。Ifyoulookedclosely，youcouldseethepaiedihepicturethatstoodoutthemostshotofthetwoofusinthecribhuggiher。Thebelowread，“Iamsohappytogetavisitfrommytwii。Thedoecry。Shemakesmelaugh。”

Inotionfaallofthepictures：eventhoughshewasidealofpain，andsufferingsomuch，thisbabygirl，whosomewoulddicappedretard，smiledsobigforthecamera。Irealizedthenwhatmymotherwastryingtoshowme。IfeltashamedatthewayItreatedher，andIcriedmyselftosleep。

&evening，mysistercrawledoverandwokemeupfordinner。Ikissedherandhuggedherandprofuselyapologizedformybehavior。Shelookedatmewithuyinhereyes。Ikknoastalkingabout。ButIknew，Iknew。

Fromthatmomenton，Iwasmysister’sproteoonewasgoingtohurtherforanyreason。Iftheintheneighborhooddidnotlaywithusbeysister，sobeit。Wewouldplaywitheachother。Wedidhem。Wewereinseparable。