Text B The Happy Man(第1页)
TextBTheHappyMan
W。Sham
Itisadahihelivesofothersaeheself-ceofpolitis,reformersandsuchlikearedtofortheirfellowsmeasuresthatmustaltertheirmas,andpointsofview。Ihavealwayshesitatedtogiveadvice,forhoweadviseaoalessohatotheraswellasoneknowsoneself?Heavenknows,Iknowlittleenoughofmyself:Iknownothingofothers。Welyguessatthethoughtsaihbours。Eaeofusisaprisonerinasolitarytowerandheuheotherprisoners,whoformmankind,byalsignsthathavehesamemeaningforthemasforhimself。Aunately,issomethingthatyouleadbutoakesareoftenirreparable,andwhoamIthatIshouldtellthisohowheshouldleadit?Lifeisadiffiessahardenoughtomakemyoleteahibeeeaeighbourwhatheshoulddowithhis。Buttherearemenwhoflouhejour,thewaybeforethemisfusedandhazardous,andono,howeverunwillingly,Ihavebeeopointthefie。Sometimesmeome,whatshallIdowithmylife?AndIhaveseenmyselfforamomehedarkcloakofDestiny。
&hatIadvisedwell。
IwasayoungmanandIlivedimentinLooriaStatioernoon,wheothinkthatIhadwhforthatday,Iheardaringatthebell。Iopeoater。Heaskedmemyoldhim。Heaskedifhemightein。
&ainly。”
&omysitting-roomaositdowrifleembarrassed。Iofferedhimacigaretteandhehadsomediffilightingitwithoutlettinggoofhishat。WheisfactorilyachievedthisfeatIaskedhimifIshouldnotputitona。Hequicklydidthisadroppedhisumbrella。
“Ihopeyoudon’tmindmyingtoseeyoulikethis,”hesaid。“MyephensandIamadoctor。You’reinthemedical,Ibelieve?”
&Idon’tpractise!”
“No,IkreadabookofyoursaboutSpainaoaskyouaboutit。”
“It’snoodbook,I’mafraid。”
&remainsthatyoukhingaboutSpainandthere’snooneelseIknowwhodoes。AndIthoughtperhapsyouwouldn’tmindgiviion!”
“Ishallbeveryglad。”
Hewassilentforamomeforhishatandholdingitinonehamirokeditwiththeother。Isurmisedthatitgavehimce。
“Ihopeyouwon’tthinkitveryoddforaperfegertotalktoyoulikethis。”Hegaveaiclaugh。“I’mnotgoihestoryofmylife。”
WhehistomeIalwaysknoreciselywhattheyaregoingtodo。Idonotmind。InfactIratherlikeit。
“Iwasbroughtupbytwooldaunts。I’veneverbeenanywhere。I’vehing。I’vebeenmarriedforsixyears。Ihaveno。I’mamedicalofficerattheCamberwellInfirmary。I’tstiymore。”
Therewassomethiriki,sharpseheyhadaf。IhadnotgivehanacurslanowIlookedathimwithcuriosity。Hewasalittleman,thidstout,ofthirtyperhaps,witharoundredfawhiall,darkaeyes。Hisblackhairedclosetoabullet-shapedhead。Hewasdressediagooddealtheworseforwear。Itwasbaggyatthekhepocketsbulgeduntidily。
“Youknowwhatthedutiesareofamedicaloffiinfirmary。Onedayisprettymuother。Andthat’sallI’vegottolookforwardtofortherestofmylife。Doyouthinkit’sworthit?”
“It’sameansoflivelihood,”Ianswered。
“Yes,Iknow。Themood。”
“Idolyknowwhyyou’vee。”
“Well,IwaokhoughttherewouldbeanyEnglishdoSpain?”
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“Idon’tknow,Ijusthaveafancyforit。”
“It’snotlike,youknow。”
“Butthere’ssuhere’sgoodwihere’sdthere’sairyoubreathe。LetmesaywhatIhavethtout。IheardbyatthattherewasnoEnglishdoSeville。DoyouthinkIalivimadogiveupagoodsafejobforay?”
“Whatdoesyourwifethinkaboutit?”
“She’swilling。”
“It’sagreatrisk。”
“Iknow。Butifyousaytakeit,Iwill:ifyousaystaywhereyouare,I’llstay。”
Hewaslookilywiththhtdarkeyesofhisahemeantwhathesaid。Irefleent。
“Yourwholefutureised:youmustdecideforyourself。ButthisItellyou:ifyoudon’twaarettoearokeepbodyandsoulto。Foryouwillleadawonderfullife。”
&me,Ithoughtabouthimforadayortwo,a。Theepisodepassedpletelyfrommymemory。