心灵独白AProposal to Myself（第1页）

心灵独白AProposaltoMyself

佚名Anonymous

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&hesemewwordsbeforeyoulistentothisarticle。

1。ign'n?:]v。不顾，不理会;忽视

2。exude[ig'zju:d]v。使渗出;发散（气味等）

3。mysterious[mis'ti?ri?s]adj。神秘的;不可思议的

4。surgeon['s?:d??n]n。外科医生

5。psyche['saiki]n。灵魂;精神

6。ace[?'kweint?ns]n。相识的人，熟人

7。fused[k?n'fju:zd]adj。困惑的，惶惑的

IamwritingthisthedaybeforeIknowmyfate—thedaybeforeIkowhateninmylife。IamwritingthiswithmymiIwillalifepassmeby。IamdetermiIwillseetheworldithatmaybepossibleforme。IamsurethatIwillbeethiheecarriesmylifeigivesmebadnews。Iwillhosewhoinsistthatauydegreeistileonlywayyouwillfindameansoflivingthesedays。IwilligellmethatIamadreamerwithoutadream。IwilltellmyselfthatalthoughImayedtocollege，Ihaveseehernlightsthemselvesinfrontofme。IhavetastedthewineinParisandswuminAtlantidPacifis。IhavebeentoanIrishpub，achedthesuheRomanForum。IhaveclimbedtheSsaarsiilIcouldseenomore。

Ihaveexperieisliketolive，andIwilltellmyselfthatevenifthatenvelopeissmallaiotheyhaverejectedwillandgoontoseemoremountainsandswimiersandkeepongthestars，beewhereitiswrittenthatImustuetolivemylifetheto。

&hatwillreachmymailboxtomorraIamreadytobearwithdself-respect。Iwillnotlesstheybetearsgood-byetomychildhoodandwelinginaismysteriousandunkwillteachmetogrowaandwhythihewaytheyare。Owillfilteroutallmyregretsamyself-worthmultiply。

Iwillbestronginmybattlealethingsbringmedown。Iwilltellmyselfthatitisokaytobescatterbrainedonawhileandthatsometimesthekindnessyoushowwillbalayourfaults。IwillknowthatIamagoodpersonadoesn’tnecessarilymeanthat

youareatocollege。IknowwhoIamandtherearebrainsurgeonswhowouldbegedshmymulti-facetedpsyche。

IamwritingthisthedaybeforeIknowmyfate—thedaybeforeIkowhateninmylife。IamwritingthiswithmymiIwillalifepassmeby。IamdetermiIwillseetheworldithatmaybepossibleforme。IamsurethatIwillbeethiheecarriesmylifeigivesmebadnews。Iwillhosewhoinsistthatauydegreeistileonlywayyouwillfindameansoflivingthesedays。IwilligellmethatIamadreamerwithoutadream。IwilltellmyselfthatalthoughImayedtocollege，Ihaveseehernlightsthemselvesinfrontofme。IhavetastedthewineinParisandswuminAtlantidPacifis。IhavebeentoanIrishpub，achedthesuheRomanForum。IhaveclimbedtheSsaarsiilIcouldseenomore。

Ihaveexperieisliketolive，andIwilltellmyselfthatevenifthatenvelopeissmallaiotheyhaverejectedwillandgoontoseemoremountainsandswimiersandkeepongthestars，beewhereitiswrittenthatImustuetolivemylifetheto。

&hatwillreachmymailboxtomorraIamreadytobearwithdself-respect。Iwillnotlesstheybetearsgood-byetomychildhoodandwelinginaismysteriousandunkwillteachmetogrowaandwhythihewaytheyare。Owillfilteroutallmyregretsamyself-worthmultiply。

Iwillbestronginmybattlealethingsbringmedown。Iwilltellmyselfthatitisokaytobescatterbrainedonawhileandthatsometimesthekindnessyoushowwillbalayourfaults。IwillknowthatIamagoodpersonadoesn’tnecessarilymeanthatyouareatocollege。IknowwhoIamandtherearebrainsurgeonswhowouldbegedshmymulti-facetedpsyche。

IamiureandaproudtwhoIam。AIamatocollege，Iwillbetruetomyselfandtoothersaroundme。Iwilllearntowitheverygood-byeIsayatschoolthisweek。Iwillremembermyfriendsandadidols，andIwillwishthemthebestoflulife。

&hathasyettoreachmyhousewiller，butratheradethatIwillmakewithmylife。Iamfused，asaremostpeoplemyagearoundthistimebutIwillnotlookback。Iwillonlylookforwardtreeteachday，whereverIamwithasmile。

写这篇文章的那天，是我知道自己命运的前一天，也是我知道自己的生活中将会发生什么的前一天。我全神贯注地写这篇文章，相信自己会继续前进，不会被生活抛弃。我决定尽自己一切可能去了解世界的每一方面。我坚信自己会有所成就，尽管那封信给我带来了坏消息，它承载着我的命运。

我将永不听信那些人的话，他们坚持认为这个时代唯一的谋生手段属于有大学学位的人，那些说我是一个没有理想的空想家的人，我也将毫不理睬。我告诉自己，尽管大学可能没有录取我，可我曾见过北极光，它们在我面前幕布般展开；我曾品尝过巴黎的美酒，畅游过大西洋和太平洋；我曾去过爱尔兰的酒馆，在古罗马城镇广场欣赏过日出；我也曾爬过瑞士的阿

尔卑斯山，数过天上所有能看见的星星。

我体验了自己喜欢的生活，我会告诉自己，即使那个小信封承载的全是拒绝，这个被拒绝的人也会继续前进，去看更多的山脉，去游遍更多的河流，并继续数星星，因为命中注定，我必须过属于自己的生活，而且我也知道怎么去过自己的生活。