情感午餐袋 What My Daughter Taught Me about Love(第1页)
情感午餐袋WhatMyDaughterTaughtMeaboutLove
罗伯特·富尔古姆Rhum
ThecardboardboodStuff”。Theboxsthoseoddsandereasuresthathavesurvivedmanyboutsof-it-out-and-throw-it-awaythatseizemefromtimetotime。Athieflookingintotheboxwouldhing。Butifthehouseeverfire,theboxgoeswithmewhenIrun。
&hekeepsakesintheboxisasmallpaperbag。Luhoughthetopissealedwithducttape,staplesandseveralpaperclips,thereisaraggedripihroughwhiaybeseen。
Thispartichsackhasbeeninmyaybe14years。Butitreallybelongstomydaughter,Molly。Soonaftershecameofschoolage,shebethusiasticpartipachesforherself,herbrothersandme。Eachbaggotashareofsandles,milkmoneyaimesareat。,Mollyhawobags。ularlundtheohedudstaplesandpaperclips。
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&herohingelse。”
“What'sinit?”
“Justsomestuff-takeitwithyou。”Istuffedbothsaybriefcase,kissedthedrushedoff。
Atmidday,whilehurriedlysyreallunolly'sbagandshookoutthets。Twohairribboones,aplastiosaur,apencilstub,atiwoanimalcrackers,amarble,ausedlipstick,asmalldoll,twochocolatekissesand13pennies。
Ismiled。H。Risingtohustleoff,Isweptthedesktothewastebasket-leftoverlunch,Molly'sjunkandall。Therewasn'tanythinginthereIneeded。
ThateveningMollycametostandbesidemewhileIwasreadingthepaper。
“Where'smybag?”
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“Youknow,theohism。”
&theoffice,why?”
“Ifottoputthis。”Shehae,“Besides,I>
“Why?”
“Thosearemythingsinthesack,Daddy,theonesIreallylike。Ithoughtyoumightliketoplaywiththem,butnowIwantthemback。Youdidn'tlosethebag,didyou,Daddy?”Tearspuddledinhereyes。
“Oh,no。Ijustfithome,”Ilied,“Bringittomorro>
Asshehuggedmyhrelief,Iuethathadhesack,“Iloveyou,Daddy。”
Oh。Anduh-oh。
Ilookedlongatthefaychild。
Mollyhadgivereasures。Allthata7-year-oldhelddear。LoveinapapersadIhadmissedit。Notohadthrownitawaybecause“therewasn'tanythinginthereIneeded。”
Itwasn'tthefirstorthelasttimeIfeltmyDaddypermitwasabouttorunout。
Itwasalongtripbacktotheoffice。Thepilgrimageofape。Ipickedupthewastebasketaheydesk。Iwassitalloutwheortodohischores。
&hing?”
“Yes,mymind。”
“It'sprobablyinthere,allright。What'sitlooklike,andI'llhelpyoufindit。”Istartednottotellhim。ButI'tfeelanymoreofafoolthanIwasalreadyinfact,soItoldhim。
Hedidn'tlaugh。“Igotkids,too。”Sothebrotherhoodoffoolssearchedthetrashandfoundthejewels,andhesmiledatmeahim。
Afterwashiardoffthedinosaurandsprayihingwithbreathfresheokillthesmellofonions,Icarefullysmoothedoutthewaddedballofbroeriionalbagareasuresinside。Icarriedithomegingerly,likeaeevetoMolly。ionsasked,ionsoffered。
Afterdinotellmeaboutthestuffinthesadsoshetookitalloutapieceatatimeaheobjearowonthediningroomtable。Everythinghadastory,amemoryorwasattasandimaginaryfriends。Imaosay,“Isee”verywiselyseveraltimes。And,asamatteroffact,Ididsee。