母爱 Mothers Love(第1页)
母爱MothersLove
佚名Anonymous
“Mother,”shesaid,lookingdownattheolderwomanwhosatinthewheelchair。Sheigherresidentshomearouher,Iknownow。Iuand。”
Thewomanlookedupaher。“Sonya,it'salwayssogoodtoseeyou。”shesaid。
“Whydidn'tyoutellmewhaty?”askedSonya。Shedroppedintoachairbesidethewheelchair,sothatsheaherelevel。“Alltheseyears,aoldme。”
“Idon'tknowwhatyabout,”saidtheolderwoman。“Hoing?Wereyoupromoted,asyouwaobe?”
“Idon'twanttotalkaboutmyjob。Iwanttotalktoyouaboutwhatyou'vedoomakemesuccessful。”
“Ididn'tdoanything。You'vedoall。Alltheedu,allthehardwork……”
“No!”Sonyastoodupagaiokeepstill。“You'vebeendoingitall!WhenIwasinhighsdIsaidIhehigherlevelmathcourses,becauseI'tfigureanyofitout,yousaidIshouldn'tworry。”
“Youdidfine。”saidhermother。
“Yes!Beeyourmathability!Afterthat,you'tevenbalanceyourber?”
Sheshrugged。“Wheolder,theystarttoslowdown。”
“Youhadagraduatedegreeiics。YouwereabrilliaafterIstarteddoingwellinhighsath,youlostallyourabilities。Tellmeitwasace!”
“Darling,you'reupset。Probablytoomuchstress。”
“No!No!I'tstandtakingfromyouanymore!IedtogotogradsBA。Iheambition。Butyoudid。YouhadmoreambitionthailI,ahensuddenlyIburhedesiretoprovemyselfandyou-yougaveup。That'swhenyoustartedermarket。”
“Iwantedalowerstressjob。”
“ItoldyouIwasloIthoughtIwouldneverfindanyoneanttomarryme,andtheurhemostanIcine,andDadsuddenlylostiinyouahthatstupidwomanacrossthestreet。”
“Nowsurelyyou'renotsayingI'mresponsibleforyourfather'sfailings,areyou?”askedherm>
“I'msayingyougaveupyourowy,togiveittome!Attremendouscosttoyou!Butthatwasn'tall,either,>
“Sonya,youreallyshouldn'tgetyourselfworkedupthisway。It'tbegoodforyou。”
“Andthen,”Sonyaued,igntheolderwoman,“wheextraeodoalltheworkIhadtodoinmyfirstexecutiveposition,suddenlyIhadtheenergyIneeded,andyoucyourselfoutofbedinthem!”
“Ijustwaoseeyousucceed。”
“eddownonherkneesinfroher'swheelchair,ghermother'sfrailhands。“Whydidyoudoallthistoyourself?Why?I'mnotworthit,Mom!NosuccessI'vehadihwhatyou'vedooyourself,forme!”
“Oh,”saidhermSonya'shair,“yaboutthat。EverythingIdid,everythingIgaveup,wasworthitbecauseofyou,ofwhatyou'vemadeofyourself。”
“Mom,Mom,please,I'mbeggingyou,takeitba'twantmysutheseterms!Idon'twanttoseeyougrowmoreandmorefrail,moreandmorehelpless,justsothatIgrerandridmorefamous!”
“What'sholdingyoubaow?”askedhermother。“Whydidn'tyougetthepromotion?”
“I'mnotgoingtotellyou!Aren'tyoulisteningtome?Idon'twantyoutodomoretoyourselfforme!”
&herlookeddownatherforafewsedthennodded。“Ah,yes,Isee。Iuand,dear。You'realmostthere,aren'tyou?Youjustlemore,justatadmth,butit'sallright。Ytogetit,don'tworry。”
Sonyaraisedherhead,horrified。“No,Mom!Itoldyou,Idon'twantit!Don't-whateverytodo,don'tdoit!”