第6章 青春不散场 5（第1页）

第6章青春不散场（5）

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ZaptheSap

埃里克？萨珀斯登EricSaperston

I’tbelieveit。AsIwalkedintocampusIsawposterseveryords“ZaptheSap！”s。IwasthestudentbodypresidentandIwasbeingreyposition。Asmypeersbeganarrivingoncampus，Iwatchedthemgatherarouersandthenlookmyway。Atthatmomemyheart，mycharadmywholebodyushedbadforthoveracheese-grater。Iiedtryiokeepmyposure。

Wheudentbodypresident，campusoffigratulatedmeonmysayingitwasohecollegehadseen。Mypoliticalcareerbeganbythrowihecampuslawn。IwouldthrowaFrisbeetosomeoknowahrowittosomeokn，wehadbuiltaunityofpeoplewhometeverydayatlunchtothrowFrisbees。

Onedaywhilethrowihegroupspontaoclimbthemountainnearourcampus。Whehesummit，itfeltlikewewereatsummercamp。Welaughed，daoldjokes。Itwasintoxiglyfun。Whileplayileintheountainair，weunanimouslydecidedtodoitagainthefollowingweek。OurmottaFriend。”

SotheweekwhileplayingFrisbee，wewouldthrowittosomeoknow，runoveraoclimbthemountainouldsay，“Weguaranteeaclimaxeverytime。”

&edoutofhikers。Butasthewordspread，theicreased。Onedayoncampus，Imetawomaninawheeldwestartedtalking。HernamewasGrace。Iaskedherifshehadeverbeehemountain。Shesaidshehadn’t。ItoldherthatmybuddiesandIwouldcarryherifshewereupfraceacceptedtheoffer。Theupthemourabbingaerofherchairaswecarriedher1。7milestothetop。

ThisrobablyomagiddeeplymeaningfulthingsIdidiheend，wehadover75peoplegthemountainonThursdays，ingGrace。Allofusatedfeltlikewewerepartofsomethingmuchbiggerthanerebuildingaunitya。

Withthestudei，myfriendsfromthemountaineoru。SoIdid。IknewIakeadifferehateamof75pearoundmeandnoonerisedthatIhadwoion。

&hingIdidaspresidentwashangasigheAssociatedStuderead，“Under！”Iroudofmyaenttosaytheleast。Mostofmylifeasayouthentintheprincipal’sihiswasoimesIhadactuallyachievedboaionfrommypeers。

Theysayabsolutepowercorruptsabsolutely。Itsuredidiallthepotomyhead。Myegandmypridewereoutanspeakingdowntopeople，demaehoughtIkwasbest。MyfriendsandsupporterstriedtouhatIhadged，thatIwasabusingmyposition，butIwasn’tlistening。

Itwasn’tloheverypeoplewhohadbelievedinmypresideurnagaiIstillayiion。Itookmyobsessionwithpowertosuextreme。Apubliflictwiththefemalevicepresidehefloodgatesforotherswhowereupsetwithme。Itbecameabloodbath。Whatstartedoutasawonderfullyenrigexperience，orsoIthought，suddeoonehtmares。“ZaptheSap！”posterswouldsoonbeeverywhereoncampus。

WhenIrealizedIhadmadeamistake，itwastoolate。Mywholeworldcollapsed。IhadsomudsadnessinmylifeasIdidthen。There_wasI，o-likedguysoncampus，powerfulandmakingadiffereilmyegotookoverar。

Afriendofminesaid，“Whenamanlooksintotheabyssandnothingisstaringback，thatiswhenhefindshistruecharacter。”Ityaionallybankrupt。Iwasatthebottomandhadogobutup。Ibegantorebuild。Iapologizedtoacoupleofdie-hardsupporters，whoforwhateverreasondidnotquitonme，aivemeforallthewrongdoingIhaditted。Theyaccepted。ItoldthemIwasgoingtofightthisrecallele。Iwasn’tjustgoingtorollovera。

Thecampusroar。EverydaytheneerhadaertotheeditwhatabigjerkIwas。SoIwentbapuslawnandbeganexplainisthattheallegatiorue。Ihadletthepettomyheadandabusedmyposition。IpromisedthatIhadlearnedmylessonandthatIwasnotdthestudents。Iwaobuildacoffeehouseonthelythesedofitskie。Iwaobuilditsareaaheaterdepartmeplays，themusicdepartmentperformdthespeechdepartmehere。Ithoughttomyself，pleasedonotrecallme。Iam。

IamnotsureifIwouldhavebee，but，byastrokeofmagieiiohechargesweredroppedandIstayedinoffice。