第11章 生命本身就是最美的希望 11(第1页)
第11章生命本身就是最美的希望(11)
Soonthis,myseddayofsight,Ishouldtrytoprobeintothesoulhthisart。ThethihroughtouchIshouldnowsee。Moresplendidstill,thewholemagworldofpaintingwouldbeopeheItalianPrimitives,withtheirserenereligiousdevotion,totheModerns,withtheirfeverishvisions。IshouldlookdeepintothevasesofRaphael,Leonardo,daVin,Rembrandt。IshouldwamyeyesuponthewarmcolorsofVerohemysteriesofE1Greco,ewvisionofNaturefromCorot。Oh,thereissomuchrigaheartoftheagesforyouwhohaveeyestosee!
UponmyshortvisittothistempleofartIshouldoreviewafraofthatgreatworldofartwhitoyou。Ishouldbeabletogetonlyasuperficialimpression。Artiststellmethatfordeepandtrueappreofartoheeye。Ohroughexperiehemeritsofline,ofposition,offormandcolor。IfIhadeyes,hoilywouldIembarkuponsofasgastudy!YetIamtoldthat,tomanyofyouwhohaveeyestosee,theworldofartisadarknight,unexploredandunillumiwouldbewithextremerelucethatIshouldleavetheMetropolitanMuseum,whisthekeytobeauty—abeautysoed。Seeingpersoantofiobeauty。Thesamekeylieswaitinginsmallermuseums,andinbooksontheshelvesofevensmalllibraries。Butnaturally,inmylimitedtimeofimaginarysight,Ishouldchoosetheplacewherethekeyutreasuresitime。
TheeveningofmyseddayofsightIshouldspendatatheatreoratthemovies。Eveneriancesofallsorts,buttheaoftheplaymustbespelledintomyhandbyapanion。ButhowIshouldliketoseewithmyowingfigureofHamlet,ustyFalstaffamidcolorfulElizabethantrappings!HowIshouldliketofolloweaentofthegracefulHamlet,eachstrutoftheheartyFalstaff!AndsinceIcouldseeonlyoneplay,Ishouldbetedbyamany-horneddilemma,fortherearescoresofplaysIshouldwanttosee。Youwhohaveeyesyyoulike。Howmanyofyou,Iwonder,wheaplay,amovie,oraacle,realizeahanksforthemiracleofsightwhiablesyoutoenjoyitscraent?
Ijoythebeautyofrhythmieiedtothetouyhands。IonlydimlythegraceofaPavlowa,althoughIkhiofrhythm,foroftehebeatofmusicasitvibratesthroughthefloor。Iwellimagiustbeopleasingsightsintheworld。Ihavebeehersomethingofthisbytragwithmyfihelinesinsculpturedmarble;ifthisstaticgrabesolovely,howmuchmoreacutemustbethethrillofseeiion。
OneofmydearestmemoriesisofthetimewhenJosephJeffersoouchhisfadsashewentthroughsomeofthegesturesandspeechesofhisbelovedRipVanWinkle。Iwasabletocatchthusameagerglimpseoftheworldofdrama,andIshallthedelightofthatmoment。But,oh,howmuchImustmiss,andhowmuchpleasureyouseeingonesderivefromwatdhearierplayofspeeentintheunfoldingofadramatiance!IfIcouldseeonlyoneplay,IshouldknowhowtopimymiionofahundredplayswhichIhavereadorhadtrahroughthemediumofthemanualalphabet。
Shtheeveningofmyseaginarydayofsight,thegreatfiguresofdramaticliteraturewouldcrowdsleepfrommyeyes。
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Thefoll,Ishouldagaihedawn,anxioustodisewdelights,forIamsurethat,forthosewhohaveeyeswhichreallysee,thedawnofeachdaymustbeaperpetuallyioy。
This,agtothetermsofmyimaginedmiraythirdandlastdayofsight。Ishallhaveeiss;thereistoomuchtosee。ThefirstdayIdevotedtomyfriends,animateandihesedrevealedtomethehistoryofmanaodayIshallspendintheworkadayworldofthepresent,amidthehauntsofmengoingaboutthebusinessoflife。AndwhereefindsomanyactivitiesandenasinNewYork?Sotheydestination。