第30章 最后一封信（第2页）

我们聊了一会儿，我的态度始终很冷淡。你又问我是否愿意回到你身边，我说一切已经无法挽回了。

之后，我写到，我和我深爱的男孩分手了，他走他的阳关道，我过我的独木桥。现在，我仍旧过得很好。

&hefirsttimewemet；youwereascuteasyoudtheedtoplayfightthenyousatonme。

YoustartedtothrowpopwhileIwasgoingdowairsaobeatyouupwhileyoulaidthere。

Isawyouagaiine'sDaywhenIwasalittleshy，anddidn'tknow

&hefirsttimeIaskedyoutoyhousewithyourbrother；atfirstyoudidn'twanttobeother，father，andbrother。

WheairsIlayingwitvane，Iihinking—Iplaywithher？

WhileyonmygingyTV，Iwasstaringatyouhopingyouwouldn'tcatchme。

Thenwebecamealldstartedtoplayfight，youbitmeandIbityou，andthenweheldeachotheralittletight。

ThenIrememberourfirstkiss；yonthechairIwasinfrontofyouandstoodthere。

ButthemomenthadtolastandyouhadtogoandinmymindIwassaying，"No，he'tgo！"

ThenonMaretirlandIrepliedyesandle；Iingtherewouldbenotrouble。

IalwaysrememberonaSundaynightyousurprisedmeandsaid，"ILOVEYOU。"Iaskedyouoverandoverandsaiddon'tplay。Irepliedtoyouandsaid，"Iloveyou，too，always。"

&womonthspast，yousaidyouwaoleavesoIsaiddon'tworryjuststaycalm。Solaterourway，butsometimeswehadourbaddays。

Itwasaboutour4thmonthlannedadaysowewentout，butwehadabigargumentanddidn'tknow>

&efinallycame。Youcalledmeabitch，soIgotupandalkedawayandstoodbehindawallthenIjustthought"Godpleasedon'tletthisrelationshipfall。"

Asateardroppedfrommyeye，youwalkedbyandsaid，"BabyI'msorry，pleasedon'tcry。"

SofihomeandyoukissedmeandItoldyoutogo。

Youmadenewfrieanddoyouknoissed，mad，andakindofblue。

SothenIfinallytoldyou，youdon'tneedmeandIdon'tneedyou。

Soyousaidlet'sjusttakeabreak1month，2molikeit>

&erawhileyoucalledmethatyoumissme，youlovemeandyou>

&alkedforawhile，IwasbeingyouaskedmeagainandIexplaihensaidno。

SoafterthatIwroteaboutaguywhostolemyheartawayaswesaidgoodbye，hewenthiswayamioday。