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MaryShelley

[1]ItwashtofIbeheldtheaentofmytoils。Withaalmostamouoagony,IcollectedtheisoflifearouImightinfuseasparkofbeingintothelifelessthingthatlayatmyfeet。Itwasalreadyohem;therainpattereddismallyagainstthepanes,andmydlewasnearlyburntout,when,bytheglimmerofthehalf-exti,Isawthedullyelloweyeofthecreatureopehedhard,andavulsivemotioslimbs。

[2]HowIdescribemyemotionsatthiscatastrophe,orhowdeliwithsuitepainsandcareIhadeoform?Hislimbswereinproportion,andIhadselectedhisfeaturesasbeautiful。Beautiful!—GreatGod!Hisyellowskinscarcelycoveredtheworkofmusdarteriesbeh;hishairwasofalustrousbladflowihofapearlywhiteheseluxurianedamorehorridtrastwithhiswateryeyes,thatseemedalmostofthesamecolourasthedusinwhichtheywereset,hisshrivelledplexihtblacklips。

[3]Thedifferesoflifearenotsogeableasthefeelingsofhumannature。Ihadworkedhardforwoyears,forthesolepurposeofinfusioaninanimatebody。ForthisIhaddeprivedmyselfofrestah。Ihaddesireditwithanardourthatfarexceededmoderation;butnowthatIhadfihebeautyofthedreamvanished,ahlesshustfilledmyheart。UheaspectofthebeingIhadcreated,Irushedoutoftheroom,anduedaloraversingmybedchamber,uoilengthlassitudesuultIhadbeforeendured;andIthrewmyselfonthebedinmyclothes,endeavtoseekafewmomentsetfulwasinvai,iIwasdisturbedbythewildestdreams。IthoughtIsawElizabeth,inthebloomofhealth,walkisofIngolstadt。Delightedandsurprised,Iembracedher;butasIimprikissoheybecamelividwiththehueofdeath;herfeaturesappearedtodIthoughtthatIheldtheydeadmotherinmyarms;ashroudenvelopedherform,andIsawthegrave-winthefoldsoftheflaedfrommysleepwithhorror;acolddewyforehead,myteethchattered,andeverylimbbevulsed:when,bythedimandyellowlightofthemoon,asitforceditswaythroughthewindowshutters,Ibeheldthewretch—themiserablemonsterwhomIhadcreated。Hehelduptheofthebed;andhiseyes,ifeyestheymaybecalled,werefixedonme。Hisjawsopened,aeredsomeinarticulatesounds,whileagrinwrinkledhischeeks。Hemighthavespoken,butIdidnothear;onehandwasstretiaiIesdrusheddownstairs。Iteiyardbelongingtothehousewhihabited;whereIremaineddurihenight,anddowagitatioedfearingeadasifitweretoaheapproaoniacalcorpsetowhichIhadsivenlife。

[4]Oh!Nomortalcouldsupportthehorrorofthatce。Amummyagaihanimationotbesohideousasthatwretch。Ihadgazedonhimwhileunfinished;hewasuglythehosemusdjointswererenderedotiohingsuDanteothaveceived。

[5]IpassedtheypulsebeatsoquidhardlythatIfeltthepalpitatioery;atothers,Inearlysahroughlanguoraremeweakness。Mihishorror,Ifeltthebitternessofdisappoi;dreamsthathadbeenmyfoodarestfaspaeahelltome;andthegeid,theoverthrowsoplete!

[6]M,dismalalengthdawned,aomysleeplessandageyesthechurgolstadt,itswhitesteepleandclock,whidicatedthesixthhour。Theporteropeesofthecourt,whichhadthatnightbeenmyasylum,ahestreets,pagthemwithquicksteps,asifIsoughttoavoidthewretIfearedeveryturniwouldpresenttomyview。Ididotheapartmentwhihabited,butfeltimpelledtohurryon,althoughdreherainwhiablafortlesssky。

[7]Iuedwalkinginthismannerforsometime,endeav,bybodilyexercise,toeasetheloadthatweigheduponmymihestreets,withoutanyofhatIwasdoipalpitatedinthesiessoffear;andIhurriedularsteps,ntolookaboutme:—

[8]Likeonewho,onalonelyroad,

Dothwalkinfearanddread,

And,haviurnedround,walkson,

Andturnsnomorehishead;

Becauseheknhtfulfiend

Dothclosebehindhimtread。

[9]gthus,Icameatlengthoppositetotheinnatwhichthevariousdiligendcarriagesusuallystopped。HereIpaused,Ikwhy;butIremaieswithmyeyesfixedonacoachthatwasefromtheothere。Asitdrewnearer,IobservedthatitwastheSwissdiligeoppedjustwhereIwasstanding,and,onthedopened,IperryClerval,who,onseeilysprungout。“MydearFraein,”exclaimedhe,“howgladIamtoseeyou!Howfortuyoushouldbehereattheverymomentofmyalighting!”

[10]NothingcouldequalmydelightonseeingClerval;hispresebaythoughtsmyfather,Elizabeth,andallthosesesodeartomyre。Igraspedhishand,andimyhorrorandmisfortusuddenly,aimeduringmanymonths,dserenejoy。Iwelyfriend,therefore,ianner,aowardsmycollege。Clervaluedtalkingforsometimeaboutourmutualfriends,andhisowngoodfortuneioetoIngolstadt。“Youmayeasilybelieve,”saidhe,“howgreatwasthedifficultytopersuademyfatherthatallneowledgewasnotprisedintheofbookkeeping;and,indeed,IbelieveIlefthimiothelast,forhistaomyuieswasthesameasthatoftheDutasterinTheVicarofWakefield:‘IhavetenthousandflorihoutGreek,IeatheartilywithoutGreek。’Buthisaffeeatlengthovercamehisdislike,andhehaspermittedmetouakeavoyageofdiscoverytothelandofknowledge。”

[11]“Itgivesmethegreatestdelighttoseeyou;buttellmehowyouleftmyfather,brothers,ah。”

[12]“Verywell,andveryhappy,onlyalittleutheyhearfromyousoseldom。Bytheby,Imeaureyoualittleupontheirayself。—But,mydearFraioppingshazingfullinmyface,“Ididnotbeforeremarkhowveryillyouappear;sothinandpale;youlookasifyouhadbeenwatgfhts。”

[13]“Youhaveguessedright;IhavelatelybeensodeeplyengagediionthatIhavenotallowedmyselfsuffitrest,asyousee:butIhope,Isincerelyhope,thatalltheseemploymeahatIamatlengthfree。”

[14]Itrembledexcessively;Iotehinkof,aoalludeto,theocesnight。Iwalkedadwesoomycollege。Ithehethoughtmademeshiver,thatthecreaturewhomIhadleftinmyapartmentmightstillbethere,alive,andwalkingabout。IdreadedtobeholdthismoIfearedstillmorethatHenryshouldseehim。Einghim,therefore,toremaiesatthebottomofthestairs,Idarteduptowardsmyownroom。MyhandwasalreadyonthelockofthedoorbeforeIreyself。Ithenpaused;andace。Ithrewthedoorfor,asareaedtodowheaspectretostandinwaitiheotherside;butnothieppedfearfullyimey;andmybedroomwasalsofreedfromitshideousguest。IcouldhardlybelievethatsoodfortunecouldhavebefallewhenIbecameassuredthatmyenemyhadindeedfled,Iclappedmyhandsforjoy,andrandowntoClerval。

[15]Weastomyroom,apresentlybroughtbreakfast;butIwasuaiwasnotjoyonlythatpossessedme;Ifeltmyfleshtihexcessofsensitiveness,andmypulsebeatrapidly。Iwasuoremainfleinstantinthesameplace;Ijumpedoverthechairs,clappedmyhands,andlaughedaloud。Clervalatfirstattributedmyunusualspiritstojoyonhisarrival;butwhenheobservedmemoreattentivelyhesawawildnessinmyeyesforwhichheotadmyloud,ulesslaughter,frighteonishedhim。

[16]“MydearVictor,”criedhe,“what,fod’ssake,isthematter?Donotlaughinthatmanner。Howillyouare!Whatisthecauseofallthis?”

[17]“Donotaskme,”criedI,puttingmyhandsbeforemyeyes,fhtIsaectreglideintotheroom;“hetell。—Oh,saveme!saveme!”Iimagihemonsterseizedme;Istruggledfuriously,andfelldo>

[18]PoorClerval!Whatmusthavebeenhisfeeliing,atedwithsuchjelyturerIwasnessofhisgrief;forIwaslifeless,anddidnotreysensesf,longtime。

[19]Thiswastheentofanervousfever,whieforseveralmallthattimeHenrywasmyoerwardslear,knowingmyfather’sadvancedage,andunfitnessfajourney,achedmysiakeElizabeth,hesparedthemthisgriefbygtheextentofmydisorder。HekIothaveamorekindaivehanhimself;and,firmiofmyrecovery,hedidnotdoubtthat,insteadofdoingharm,heperformedthekiioowardsthem。

[20]ButIwasiyveryill;ahingbuttheunboundedaiionsofmyfriendcouldhaverestoredmetolife。TheformofthemonsteronwhomIhadbestowedexistencewasforeverbeforemyeyes,andIravedilyghim。DoubtlessmywordssurprisedHebelievedthemtobethewanderingsofmydisturbedimaginatioinacitywithwhitiothesamesubject,persuadedhimthatmydisorderisintosomeunonandterribleevent。

[21]Byveryslowdegrees,andwithfrequealarmedandgrievedmyfriend,Irecovered。IrememberthefirsttimeIbecamecapableoutwardobjectswithanykindofpleasure,Iperceivedthatthefallenleaveshaddisappeared,andthattheyouingforthfromthetreesthatshadedmyasadivinespring;aributedgreatlytomyvalesce。Ifeltalsosesofjoyaionreviveinmybosom;mygloomdisappeared,andinashorttimeIbecameascheerfulasbeforeIwasattackedbythefatalpassion。

[22]“DearestClerval,”exclaimedI,“howkind,hoodyouaretome。Thiswholewieadofbeiudy,asyoupromisedyourself,hasbeenedinmysi。HowshallIeverrepayyou?IfeelthegreatestremorseforthedisappoiofwhichIhavebeentheo;butyouwillfiveme。”

[23]“Youwillrepaymeentirely,ifyoudonotdisposeyourself,butgetwellasfastasyoudsinceyouappearinsuchgoodspirits,Imayspeaktoyouo,mayInot?”

[24]Itrembled。Ocoulditbe?CouldhealludetoaonwhomIdaredhink?

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