Text B Araby(第1页)
TextBAraby
JamesJoyce
[1]NorthRidStreet,beingblind,wasaquietstreetexceptatthehourwheianBrothers’Schoolsettheboysfree。Anuninhabitedhouseoftwostoreysstoodatthebliaitsneighboursiheotherhousesofthestreet,sciousofdetliveswithinthem,gazedatohbrowurbablefaces。
[2]Theformertenantofourhouse,apriest,haddiedinthebag-room。Air,mustyfromhavingbeenlongenclosed,hunginalltherooms,aeroombehiwaslitteredwitholduselesspapers。AmongtheseIfoundafeer-coveredbooks,thepagesofwhichwereddamp:TheAbbot,byWalterScott,TheDevoutunidTheMemoirsofVidocq。Ilikedthelastbestbecauseitsleaveswereyellow。Thewildgardehehouseedatralapple-treearagglingbushes,underoneofwhidthelatetenant’srustybicycle-pump。Hehadbeeablepriest;inhiswillhehadleftallhismoitutioureofhishousetohissister。
[3]Whedaysofwintercame,duskfellbeforewehadwelleatenourdiihehouseshadgrowhespaceofskyaboveuswasthecolourvioletandtowardsitthelampsofthestreetliftedtheirfeeblelahecusailllowed。Ourshoutsethesilehecareerofourplaybroughtusthroughthedarkmuddylahehouses,wherewerahtribesfromthecottages,tothebackdoorsofthedarkdrippinggardenswhereodoursarosefromtheashpits,tothedarkodorousstableswhereaoothedahehorseorshookmusithebuess。Whehtfromthekitdowshadfilledtheareas。Ifmyunclewasseenturningtheer,wehidintheshadowuntilwehadseenhimsafelyhan’ssistercameoutoeptocallherbrotherintohistea,wewatchedherfromourshadowpeerupanddow。Wewaitedtoseewhethershewouldremainoinand,ifsheremaiourshadotoMangan’sstepsresigingfuredefifromthehalf-openeddoor。Herbrotheralwaysteasedherbeforeheobeyed,andIstoodbytherailingslookingather。Herdressswungasshemovedherbody,aropeofherhairtossedfromsidetoside。
[4]EverymIlayontheflooriparlherdoor。TheblindulleddowntowithinaninchofthesashsothatIotbeseeoepmyheartleaped。Irantothehall,seizedmybooksandfollowedher。Ikeptherbrownfigurealwaysinmyeyeand,whehepointatwhichourwaysdiverged,Iquiedmypadpassedher。Thishappenedmafterm。Ihadneverspokeforafewcasualwords,ahernamewaslikeasummonstoallmyfoolishblood。
[5]HerimageaeevehemosthostiletoromaurdayeveweingIhadtogotoeoftheparcels。Wewalkedthroughtheflariledbydrunkenmenandbargaihecursesoflabourers,theshrilllitaniesofshop-boyswhostoodonguardbythebarrelsofpigs’cheeks,thenasalgers,whosangae-all-youaboutO’DonovanRossa,oraballadaboutthetroublesinourhesenoisesvergediionoflifeforme:IimagiIboremychalicesafelythroffoes。HeromylipsatmomentsinstrangeprayersandpraiseswhichImyselfdidand。Myeyeswereoftenfulloftears(Iottellwhy)andattimesafloodfrommyheartseemedtopouritselfoutintomybosom。Ithoughtlittleofthefuture。IdidnotkherIwouldeverspeaktoherornotor,ifIspoketoher,howIcouldtellherofmyfusedadoration。Butmybodyandherwestureswerelikefingersrunninguponthewires。
[6]Oneevehebag-roominwhichthepriesthaddied。Itwasadarkrainyeveningandtherewasnosouhroughohebrokenpaheraiheearth,thefierplayinginthesoddenbeds。Somedistantlamphtedwindowgleamedbelowme。IwasthankfulthatIcouldseesolittle。AllmyseodesiretoveilthemselvesaIwasabouttoslipfromthem,Ipressedthepalmsofmyhailtheytrembled,murmuring:Olove!Olove!manytimes。
[7]Atlastshespoketome。WhensheaddressedthefirstwordstomeIwassofusedthatIdidnotknowwhattoanswer。SheaskedmewasIgoingtoAraby。IfotwhetherIansweredyesorno。Itlendidbazaar;shesaidshewouldlovetogo。
[8]—Andwhy’tyou?Iasked。
[9]Whileshespokesheturnedasilverbradandrou。Sheotgo,shesaid,becausetherewouldbearetreatthatweeki。HerbrotherandtwootherbhtingfortheirdIwasaloherailings。Sheheldohespikes,bowiowardsme。Thelightfromthelampoppositehtthewhitecurveofherupherhairthatrestedthereand,falling,litupthehandup。Itfelloveronesideofherdressandcaughtthewhiteborderofapetticoat,justvisibleasshestoodatease。
[10]—It’swellforyou,shesaid。
[11]—IfIgo,Isaid,Iwillbringyousomething。
[12]Whatinnumerablefollieslaidwastemyingthoughtsafterthatevening!Iwishedtoaedidays。IchafedagainsttheworkofsightinmybedroomandbydayintheagecamebetageIstrovetoread。ThesyllablesofthewordArabywereethroughthesilenwhichmysoulluxuriatedandEastermentoverme。Iaskedforleavetogotothebazaarht。Myauntrised,awasnotsomeFreemasonaffair。Iaionsinclass。Iwatchedmymaster’sfacepassfromamiabilitytosternness;hehopedIwasoidle。Iywahoughtstogether。Ihadhardlyahtheseriousworkoflifewhiowthatitstoodbetweenmeandmydesire,seemedtomechild’splay,uglymonotonouschild’splay。
[13]OnSaturdaymIremindedmyuIwishedtogotothebazaarintheevening。Hewasfussiand,looki-brush,aly:
[14]—Yes,boy,Iknow。
[15]AshewasinthehallIotgoiparlourahewihehouseinbadhumourandwalkedslowlytowardstheschool。Theairitilesslyrawandalreadymyheartmisgaveme。
[16]Wheodinnermyuyetbeewasearly。Isatstaringattheetimeaigbegantoirritateme,Ilefttheroom。Imouairdgaiheupperpartofthehouse。Thehigh,pty,gloomyroomsliberatedmeafromring。Fromthefrontmypanionsplayihestreet。Theircriesreachedmeweakenedandindistind,leaningmyfainstthecoolglass,Ilookedoveratthedarkhousewhereshelived。Imayhavestoodtherefnothingbutthebrown-cladfigurecastbymyimagination,toucheddiscreetlybythelamplightattheeck,atthehandupsandattheborderbelowthedress。
[17]WheairsagainIfouingatthefire。Shewasanold,garrulousawnbroker’shocollectedusedstampsforsomepiouspurpose。Ihadtossipofthetea-table。Themealrolongedbeyondanhourandstillmyuercerstooduptogo:shewassorryshe’twaitawasaftereighto’dshedidobeoutlate,asthenightairwasbadforher。Whenshehadgooanddowntheroom,gmyfists。Myauntsaid:
[18]—I’mafraidyoumayputoffyourbazaarfhtofOurLord。
[19]Atnineo’clockIheardmyuthehalldoor。Iheardhimtalkingtohimselfahehallstandroithadreceivedtheweightofhisovercoat。Iterpretthesesigns。aythroughhisdinogivemethemoothebazaar。Hehadfotten。
[20]—Thepeopleareiertheirfirstsleepno>
[21]Ididsaidtetically:
[22]—’tyougivehimthemohimgo?You’vekepthimlateenoughasitis。
[23]Myunclesaidhewasverysorryhehadfotten。Hesaidhebelievedintheoldsaying:AlllaymakesJackadullboy。HeaskedmewhereIwasgoingaoldhimasee,heaskedmedidIknowTheArab’sFarewelltohisSteed。Whehekithewasabouttorecitetheopehepieyaunt。
[24]IheldaflhtlyinmyhandasIstrodedownBughamStreettowardsthestatioofthestreetsthrohbuyersandglaringwithgasreethepurposeofmyjourookmyseatinathird-classcarriageofadesertedtraiolerabledelaythetraiofthestationslowly。ItongruinoushousesawinklilandRowStationacrowdofpeoplepressedtedoors;buttheportersmovedthembagthatiteforthebazaar。Iremaihebarecarriage。Iesthetraindrewupbesideanimprovisedassedoutontotheroadandsawbythelighteddialofaclockthatitwasteen。Infrontofmewasalargebuildingwhichdisplayedthemagiame。
[25]Iotfindarand,fearingthatthebazaarwouldbeclosed,Ipassedinquicklythroughaturnstile,handingashillingtman。Ifoundmyselfinabighallgirdedathalfitsheightbyagallery。Nearlyallthestallsweredthegreaterpartofthehallwasindarkness。Ireizedasilewhichpervadesachurchafteraservice。Iwalkedihebazaartimidly。Afewpeatheredaboutthestallswhichwerestillopeaihewordstaeninps,twomeingmoneyoehefallofthes。
[26]RememberingwithdifficultywhyIhade,Iweooallsandexaminedporvasesas。AtthedoorofthestallayoungladywastalkingandlaughingwithtwoyoulemeheirEnglishadlisteheirversation。