Text B Let Him not Die(第1页)
TextBLetHimnotDie!
ErichMariaRemarque
TrahurWesleyWheen
[1]Hadwegohetrethisperimostofuswouldlyhavegonemad。Onlythuswerewepreparedforwhatawaitedus。Wedidnotbreakdotedourselves;ourtwentyyears,whichmademahingsogrievous,helpedusinthis。Butbyfarthemostimportawasthatitawakenedinusastrong,praseofespritdecorps,whithefielddevelopedihingthataroseoutofthewar—radeship。
[2]IsitbyKemmerich’sbed。Heissinkingsteadily。Aroundusisagreatotion。Ahospitaltramhasarrivedandthewouobemselected。ThedoctorpassesbyKemmerich’sbedwithoutongathim。
[3]“ime,Franz,”Isay。
[4]Heraiseshimselfonthepillowwithhiselbows。“Theyhaveamputatedmyleg。”
[5]Heknowsittoothen。Inodandanswer,“Youmustbethankfulyou’veeoff>
[6]Heissilent。
[7]Iresume:“Itmighthavebeenbothlegs,Franz。Wegelerhaslhtarm。That’smuchworse。Besides,youwillbegoinghome。”Helooksatme。“Doyouthinkso?”
[8]“Ofcourse。”
[9]“Doyouthis。
[10]“Sure,Franz。Oovertheoperation。”
[11]Hebeetobenddown。Istoopoverbinandhewhispers,“Idon’tthinkso。”
[12]“Don’ttalkrubbish;Franz,inacoupleofdaysyou’llseeforyourself。Whatisitanyutatedleg?Heretheypatchupfarwsthanthat。”
[13]Heliftsonehand。“Lh,thesefingers。”
[14]“That’stheresultoftheoperatiolyandyou’llsoonbewellagain。Dotheylookafteryouproperly?”
[15]Hepointstoadishthatisstillhalffull。Igetexcited。“Franz,youmusteat。Eatihing。Thatlooksgoodtoo。”
[16]Heturnsaausehesaysslowly,“Iwaobeeahead-foresteronce。”
[17]“Soyoumaystill,”Iassurehim。“Therearesplendidartificiallimbsnow,you’dhardlykhingmissing。Theyarefixedontothemusovethefingersandworkaewithanartifid。Aheywillalwaysbemakingnewimprovements。”
[18]Forawhileheliesstill。Thenhesays,“Youtakemylace-upbootswithyouforMüller。”
[19]Inodaosaytehim。Hislipshavefallenaway,hismouthhasbeelarger,histeethstidlookasthoughtheyweremadeofchalk。Thefleshmelts,theforeheadbulgesmorepromiheesprotrude。Theskeletitselfthrough。Theeyesarealreadysunkenin。Inacoupleofhoursitwillbeover。
[20]HeishatIhaveseenthus;butwegrewuptogetherandthatalwaysmakesitabitdifferent。Ihavecopiedhisessays。Atschoolheusedtowearabrowncoatwithabeltandshinysleeves。Hewastheooo,whocoulddothegiant’sturalbar。Hishairflewinhisfacelikesilkwhe。Kantorekroudofhim。Buthe’tstaes。Hisskie;hehadsomethingofthegirlabouthim。
[21]Iglamyboots。Theyarebigandclumsy,thebreechesaretu,andstandinguponelookswell-builtahesegreatdraiwhehingandstrip,suddenlywehaveslenderlegsagainandslightshoulders。Wearenolongersoldiersbutlittlemorethanboys;noonewouldbelievethatwecouldcarrypacks。Itisastrawheahenwebees,andalmostfeelourselvestobeso。WhenbathingFranzKemmerichlookedasslightandfrailasachild。Thereheliesnohhttopassbythisbedandsay,“ThatisFranzKemmerieteenandahalfyearsold,hedoesn’twahimnotdie!”
[22]Mythoughtsbeefused。Thisatmosphereofcarboligrehelungs,itisathickgruel,itsuffocates。
[23]Itgrowsdark。Kemmerich’sfagescolour,itliftsfromthepillowandissopalethatitgleams。Themouthmovesslightly。Idrawohim。Hewhispers,“Ifyoufindmywatdithome。。。”
[24]Idoisnouseanymore。Noone。Iamwretchedwithhelplesshisforeheadwithitshollowtemples,thismouththateeth,thissharphefat,weepingwomaowhomImustwrite。Ifoerweresentoffalready!
[25]Hotoandfrowithbottlesandpails。Ohemesup,castsaglaKemmeridgoesawayagain。Youseeheisarehebed。
[26]IbendoverFranzandtalktohimasthoughthatcouldsavehim,“PerhapsyouwillgotothevaleseatKlthevillas,Franz。Thenyouthewindowacrossthefieldstothetwotreesonthehorizon。Itistheloveliesttimeoftheyearhes;atevenihesunlightlooklikemotherof-pearl。AndthelaneofpoplarsbytheKlosterbach,whereweusedtocatchsticklebacks!Youbuildanaquariumagainandkeepfishinit,andyougowithoutaskinganyone,youplaythepianoifyouwantto。”
[27]Ileandownoverhisfacewhitheshadow。Hestillbreathes,lightly。Hisfaceiswet,heisg。WhatafinemessIhavemadeofitwithmyfoolishtalk!