第14章 在行路中遇见自己 13（第1页）

第14章在行路中遇见自己（13）

&mehaveayway，”saysSteroremarkhowtheshadowslehesuisbeautifullysaid;but，inmyopinion，thisualparierfereswiththeinvoluntaryimpressionofthingsuponthemind，andhurtsthese。Ifyouonlyhintwhatyoufeelinakindofdumbshow，itisinsipid;ifyouhavetoexplainit，itismakingatoilofapleasure。Youotreadthebookofbeiuallyputtothetroubleitforthebehers。Iamforthissyhodonajourotheanalytical。Iamttolayinastockofideasthen，andtoexamiomisethemafterwards。Iwanttoseemyvaguenotionsfloatlikethedowlebeforethebreeze，andnottohavethemehebriarsandthornsoftroversy。Foronce，Iliketohaveitallmyownway;andthisisimpossibleunlessyouarealone，orinsupanyasIdo。Ihaveueapointwithawentymilesofmeasuredroad，butnotforpleasure。Ifyouremarkthestofabeanfieldgtheroad，perhapsyourfellow-travellerhasnosmell。Ifyoupointtoadista，perhapsheisshhted，andhastotakeouthisglasstolookatit。Thereisafeeliohecolorofacloud，whichhitsyourfancy，buttheeffectofwhichyouareuoatfor。Thereisthennosympathy，butanuneasygafterit，andadissatisfawhichpursuesyouontheway，andintheendprobablyproducesill-humor。NowIneverquarrelwithmyself，andtakeallmyownsfraillIfiodefeobjes。

Itisyoumaynotbeofatheobjedcesthatpresentthemselvesbeforeyou—thesemayreumberofobjedleadtoassostoodelidrefiobepossiblyuhers。YettheseIlovetocherish，aillfondlyclutchthem，efrtodoso。Togivewaytbeforeparavaganceoraffe;aherhand，tohavetouhismysteryateveryturn，aakeaerestiheendisnotanswered），isatasktowhichfeete“giveitaanding，butnotongue。”MyoldfriendCe，however，coulddoboth。Hecouldgoodelightfulexplanatorywayoverhillanddaleasummer’sdayaalaoadidaoraPialkedfarabovesinging。”IfIyideasinsoundingandflhtperhapswishtohavesomeooadmiretheswellingtheme;orIoret，wereitpossibleformestilltohearhisegvoithewoodsofAll-Fox-dehatfihemwhichourfirstpoetshad”;andiftheycouldhavebeencaughtbysomerarei，wouldhavebreathedsusasthefollowing:

“Herebewoodsasgreen

Asany，airlikewiseasfresha

AswhensmoothZephyrusplayso

&hecurledstreams，withflo>

Astheyives，andaschoiy;

Herebealls，andwells，

Arbrooodbine，ddells;

Choosewherethouwilt，whilstIsitbyandsing，

atherrushestomakemanyaring，

Ffialesoflove，

Hohoebe，huntinginagrove，

FirstsawtheboyEndymion，fromwhoseeyes

&erneverdies;

Howshevey’dhimsoftlyinasleep

Histemplesboundwithpoppy，tothesteep

HeadofoldLatmos，whereshestoopseaight，

Gildiaiher’slight，

Tokisshersweetest。”

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