第40章 A Kindness Returned(第1页)
第40章AKiurned
Atthetimemysonwasbornin1956,Isharedahospitalroomwithayoungwomanwhoboreasononthesameday。Partlybecausemyparentsoselliheroomwassoohelovelystofroses。
Astheseventhflementwasbroughtin,Iwasbeginningtofeelunfortable,fornoflowershadarrivedformyroommate,Aheedgeofherbedandleanedforwardtoadmirethelatestbouquet。Sherettyyoungwomaherewassomethingabe,browmademethinkshehadknownto,toomuessforonesoyoung。Ihadthefeelingshehadalwayshadtoadmiresomeoneelse'sflowers。
“I'menjoyieofthis”,shesaidasthoughshehadreadmythoughtsandwastryingtoreassureme。“os;tItheluetogetyouforaroommate?”
Istillfeltunfortable,however。IfonlythereweresomemagiIcouldpushtotakeawaythesadnessinhereyes。Well,Ithought,atleastIseethatshehassomeflowers。Wheherethatday,Iaskedthemtosendhersome。
TheflowersarrivedjustasAnnandIwerefinishingsupper。
“Aforyou,”shesaid,laughing。
“No,notthistime,”Isaid,lookiheseareforyou。”
Aheblossomsalosayinganything。Sheranherfingersacrossthepale-blueceramicbooteeandlightlytouchedeachofthesweetheartrosesledihtoehemonhermemory。
“HowIeverthankyou?”shesaidsoftly。
Iwasalmostembarrassed。Itwassuchalittlekindnessonmypart。Thesonborntomyhusbadayin1956turobeouronlychild。Fornearly21yearshefilledourliveswithloveandlaughter,makie。ButinApril1977,afteralong,painfulbattlewithcer,hediedquietlyinourarms。
AtthefuneralhomeIwasalohmysoninaroomfilledwiththestofroses,whenadeliverymanbroughtinati。Ididn'treadthetillater,aswerodetothecemetery。“ToW。Johhecardsaid,“fromtheboyithyouatMemorialHospital,andhismother。”
OnlytheheceramicbooteeIhadgiventoasadyoungwomansomanyyearsago,nowonfilledwithroses。AnnandIhadloouch。Shehadneverknownourson,neverbeenawareofhisillhavereadthenoticeofhisdeathinaneassedthebesideme。She,too,remembered。
“Akiurhersaid。
Afewdayslater,myhusbandandI,withseveralmembersofourfamily,weerytop;apos;sgrave。Thebooteeofrosessatatitsfoot,toweredoverbytallrays。
“Hethatanyonewouldsehioafuneral,”someonesaid。“Itseemsmoreappropriateforabirth。”
“Therewasabirth,”saidmyhusbaly。“Johnwasborer;Ilookedathimwithsurprise,knowingthosewordswerediffianwhohadneverspokesuchmatters。
&iedouttheflowersaheceramicbootee。Ihelditand,justasAnraceditwithmyfihinkingofallthemessagesited:theembersoffriendshipthatglhtheyears,gratituderememberedaall,thepromiseofResurre,whifortsusnow。