第26章 A Friend of Mine(第1页)
第26章AFriendofMine
J。B。Garrington
&imeImethimIressedbythefar-awaylookiheyweresuchsadeyes,eyesthatmadeyouthinkofoldsorrows,olddreams,oldmysteriesoflife。Theywerelythewindowsofhissoul。WeweresoononfamiliartermsandInoticedaquisetoakindlyspokenword,amaexpressedkeeinanysmallattention。Youkype,I’msure,thesortthaturyentirelyabsorbedinyourselfyouothelpliking,othelpwantio。
Ourmereacedevelopedearlyintoawarmfriendshipandwehadnumerouswalkstogether。Hiswaseverasilentfriendshipandonlybyhismannerwereyousurehewasenjoyiyahetryroads,thelushmeadows,thegwatersofthebrookswemet。Iusedtoenjoywatghise,hisfeelingofpanionship,hissenseofbeinginfriendlypany,andIfindmyselfrespondingtohismoodsandcheerfulabahejoyofthepreseherewasnoguilei,evidently,andwithhimIcaresoftheyears,theyouththatI’dleftalongthosesameroads,alongthosesamebrooks。I,too,couldwalkwithalighterstep,feeltheimpulsetorunandjumpac。arklesaepbetrayse’shardtobeavoices,feelhrillsileastthisisthewayitalwaysseemedtomeithmyfriend。
I’veseenhimsittily,pensively,asiftryingtolookbeyobluehills,andIwishedIcouldreadhisthoughts,andfathomthesoulinthosesadbrowheyealing,theeyeshelplessoonhumankindness,andI’tthinkofaiunwillingtoshareafriendlymealifhehappeobearouhedinnerbellrang。Hereciativeofattention,thoughhe,ormadeyoufeelthathewasotherewasinit。Somanyitheyarelookingforsomeprofit。Thisfellowwasmorethankfulforakindwordthanfora。Hesimply’tbehappywithoutbelievingthehumanworldwasafriendlyone。Youhavemetthiskind。Idohewhihefellowsthatbeg,butthegenuinelykindsoulthatgiveshimselfandhisfriendshipandloveandonlyasksareturninkind。
Myfriendwaseverawahoughthiswanderingsweresearpathetidfriendlypanionship。Hewasquicktoseewhenhisadvaoodandthenhiswhedfromoneofsadooneofjoyandanimation。IfessIlikedhisfriendship。Itflatteredme。IwasgladIwasoneofhissort,andthatweeetandexgegreetings,walktheroadstogether,andwithoutawordonhispart,besciouswewereeher’ssociety。
Iwasfromthefirstindoubtastohisexaality。Heappearedtobeofmixedraces,withpredominatingcharacteristicsthatpointedbaewheretoBritishaherewasaremainderofJohnBullinthesquarenessofhisjawandinhissturdybody,awoosIdiscoveredthathewasentirelycapableofdefendinghimselffromuncalledforrudeuallylivedontheShakespearianprincipleof:
Bewareofeoaquarrel;
butbeitheopposedmaybewareofthee。
Heneverwalkedbymyoldhomewithoutstoppingtoexgegreetings,neverpassedmeohathewasowigwagki。Hewasknoasser-bysahadakindwordforhim。IhavelefttheoldtownandtheoldboyhoodhomeIloved,butIshallhopeastheyearsgobyandmyfriehemiddleyearsahathemayallae,somepladhisdaysinfort。
Theolderyearsaresofullofsadmemoriesforallofus。Truefriehehosimplesoulsareeasilyfotteressoflifethesemoderndays。
Ofikeisonlyadog,butsomehobelievingthatdogshavesoulsandthatourowerbyourrespoloveandfaith。