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第五章 白天夜晚反差太大(第1页)

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咚咚咚——”敲门声又急又响,带着一股不耐烦。“小满,死在里头了?管事让你去长孙少爷的祥云居送些新制的熏香。”是三等丫鬟春燕,她的声音最是尖刻。小满的心脏漏跳一拍。长孙少爷,祥云居?她现在最不想去的地方,就是那里。“我……我肚子有些不爽利。”她隔着门板,声音发虚。门外的春燕冷笑一声:“怎么,就你金贵?府里的活计还挑人不成?要去你自己去回管事,别拉上我。”春燕说完,脚步声便走远了。小满靠着门,脸色煞白。她躲不掉。最终,她还是端着那只装着熏香的托盘,一步步挪向祥云居。越是靠近,她的脚步就越是沉重,心也提到了嗓子眼。院子里静悄悄的,下人们都垂着头,连呼吸都放轻了。小满一眼就看到了廊下的人。林清玄正坐在圈椅里,手里捻着一串佛珠,闭目养神。一身素白僧袍,衬得他眉目清冷,宛如谪仙,周身都散发着一股生人勿近的疏离。这才是真正的佛子呀。清心寡欲,无悲无喜。和她梦里那个热情如火的男人,判若两人。小满的心,一点点沉了下去。果然,只是她自己心思龌龊,才做了那样的荒唐的梦。她自嘲地弯了弯嘴角,将东西交给院里的管事婆子,转身就要走。“你。”身后传来一道清冽的男声。小满的身体瞬间僵住,血液仿佛都凝固了。是……林清玄的声音。她不敢回头。“抬起头来。”那声音里听不出情绪。小满攥紧了衣角,指节泛白,身体却不受控制地慢慢转了过去,一点点抬起脸。林清玄不知何时已经睁开了眼。那双总是淡漠的眼眸,此刻正一瞬不瞬地落在她脸上。小满的心跳几乎要停止。他要干什么?难道他发现了什么?就在她胡思乱想之际,林清玄忽然抬起手,修长的手指,轻轻碰了一下自己的耳垂。那个位置,正是她昨夜在梦里……咬过的地方。他的动作很轻,快得像个错觉。可小满看见了。她脑中“轰”的一声,炸成一片空白。林清玄放下手,指尖在佛珠上轻轻一拨,目光从她惊骇的脸上移开。“下去吧。”她逃一样的出了院子,刚才哪个动作不作数,不作数,肯定是眼花,小满现在就像缩头乌龟一样。她逃回自己的屋子对着空气叫团团,没有回音,好像从来没有出现过一样。可夜晚还是悄然来到。梦里林清玄附在小满耳边呢喃:“我们只做平凡夫妻可好,小满。”小满心里拒绝了两秒,终究是败给了林清玄这张帅脸,沉溺在梦中的你情我爱。梦里不负责,还不会怀孕,更不用想什么门第。更妙的是,林清玄在梦里的款款深情就属于她一人。心中更是升起将清冷禁欲佛子从神坛上拉下的念头。小满心存侥幸。再过一段时间就能放出府了。我在这个时代的彪悍战绩就是梦里睡了林清玄。清冷佛子是我床榻之臣,虽然没人知道,但我心里爽啊!出了府我照样黄花大闺女,手上还有银钱,到时候跑的远些,靠一技之长也能过活。烛影昏黄,他衔着颗晶莹葡萄俯身靠近。小满仰首承接那抹冰甜,单薄的翠衫不经意贴上他的衣襟。唇齿间清冽流淌,纠缠的呼吸灼烫了梦境边缘。她迷蒙中暗忖:这人何时学会这般手段?分明昨夜还生涩地磕碰她的齿关,此刻却已成了掌控方寸的猎手。锦袍拂过她汗湿的额角时,小满忽觉那串常伴他腕间的佛珠冰凉依旧。小满忽然想到团团怎么不见了?林清玄:“你心不在焉?”哪有?他发现啦!林清玄轻咬她的唇带着点怒气:“你在找那团雾气?”“等等,你说什么?”小满想推开他。烛影在锦帐上摇曳,氤氲出一室暖昧。林清玄眸色深沉,游移的指腹隔着轻软衣料激起细密涟漪“,哪肯轻易放过?他俯身掠取她唇间的清甜,灼热吐息纠缠着迷乱的鼻息“小满,莫分心“沙哑的警告淹没在唇齿厮磨间断续低语如藤蔓缠绕,将残余的理智拖入沉沦深渊直至紊乱的呼吸在昏暗烛影里逐渐平复“我的好小满,雾气是我,我便是那团雾气。”“这里是梦也不是梦,你我共感共梦,你逃不掉。”天光乍亮,透过窗纸,在地上投下一片灰白。小满猛地坐起身,冷汗已经浸透了里衣,黏腻地贴在背上。“你我共感共梦,你逃不掉。”他的话,如同鬼魅,盘旋在耳边,驱之不散。共感?共梦?,!所以,她梦里做的那些荒唐事,他全都知道?不,不是知道。是……一起做的。小满的脸瞬间血色尽失。那不是她的梦,是两人共同的沉沦。她以为自己是主宰,在梦里占尽了便宜。原来,她坠入他精心织就的罗网。外头传来三等丫鬟们起床的动静,小满僵硬地挪下床,双腿发软,几乎站不稳。镜子里的女人,脸色惨白,嘴唇没有一丝血色,眼下是浓重的青黑。她掬起一捧冷水,狠狠泼在脸上。刺骨的冰凉让她清醒了些,可心底的寒意却愈发深重。今天,她该如何面对他?院子里,春燕正端着盆和人说笑,眼角余光瞥见小满,立刻拔高了音量。“哟,这是谁啊?昨晚是掉魂了还是做贼去了?脸白得跟纸糊似的。”周围几个丫鬟都捂着嘴笑起来。小满攥紧了拳,指甲深深陷进掌心,却一言不发,低头快步走开。她不敢争辩,她怕自己一开口,声音就是抖的。她像个游魂,在府里机械地做着活计,脑子里却是一团乱麻。她试图回忆梦里的细节。那个叫“团团”的雾气,是林清玄。是他引诱她,一步步踏入那香艳的梦境。白天清冷自持,夜晚热情如火。他到底是个怎样的人?“小满!”管事婆子尖利的声音传来。“磨蹭什么呢?长孙少爷要的《金刚经》抄好了,你给他送过去。”一本经书,被塞进小满怀里。纸张的边缘有些硬,硌得她心口生疼。又是林清玄的祥云居。这个她避之不及的地方,成了她逃不掉的牢笼。小满端着经书,每一步都像踩在刀尖上。院内寂静无声,檀香的气味比往日更浓郁。林清玄依旧坐在廊下的圈椅里,只是手里没有捻佛珠,而是在看书。阳光落在他素白的僧袍上,仿佛为他镀上了一层虚幻的光晕。小满垂着头,快步走到他身侧的石桌旁,将经书轻轻放下,转身就想逃。“站住。”清冽的声音,如冰锥刺入她的后心。小满的脚步,死死钉在原地。她不敢回头,甚至不敢呼吸。身后,只有书页翻动的轻微声响。良久。“昨夜,你说:()共梦后,佛子他动凡心了

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